Thursday, July 2, 2009

The Fairy Tale

I always believe that our physical beauty reflects what kind of beauty we keep our inner world. I don’t mean models, long legs or perfect shapes. The point is eyes and smiling beauty.

I was thinking that I’m getting a more beautiful smile because I’m getting better everyday. Then, I met her. Maybe this is a kind of warning from God: ‘You are not enough good to have a beautiful smile, I will show you the real one.

She was the most beautiful woman that I’ve ever seen.

Everybody has her or his own stories like everyone has different worlds. The most beautiful woman in my life and I have almost the same stories. We’d grown up in very close cultures. Even we loved our cultures we found ourselves in the USA somehow. We departed to change our fate or something had already been changed in our fate. We always have the same pains for our countries and our people’s fates. The downside of the living in a foreign country for a while is that you alienate yourself to your own culture. She was always from the East, and doesn’t forget that. We are dreaming of the same beautiful future for our countries and our people are the shining in our eyes and smiles.

Her name means as the holy voice, Neda. Well, we sometimes call some people as ‘sea eyes.’ Neda’s eyes are different, her eyes are like an ocean. If you look at them you can discover a lot of things within their depth. You can see how to be a perfect parent for three kids, you can see how to be perfect at your job, and the most important one is… You can see how to triumph at all problems with love. For me everything about her included in love, clemency and beauty. And everything is so impressive about her like the fairy tales in my childhood that my daddy told me. I will stay with her as long as possible, and hopefully I will take some charm from her.